Michelle and me on Christmas Morning
Good Morning!
I hope that everyone had a wonderful Christmas celebration yesterday! For me and my family, it was definitely the best Christmas we have had in many years!
There are hundreds of reasons that Christmas has always been my favorite holiday.
When I think back on my childhood Christmases I remember Christmas Eve dinner at my Grandma’s house and eating the most delicious Italian food, I remember driving around- looking at the beautiful Christmas lights, I remember arriving home late and being allowed to open “just 1” Christmas present- which undoubtedly, was always matching Christmas PJ’s for my sisters and I! I remember leaving out homemade Christmas cookies for Santa, and some carrots for his reindeer- (and being sooo excited to find them eaten the next morning!), I remember lying awake in bed with pure excitement and anticipation for Santa to come, hoping he would bring me everything I had asked for. But most of all I remember the great lengths my parents went through to make sure my sisters and I always had the best Christmas possible, filled with lots of special memories.
I don’t think that many people can understand what the holidays are like for someone who is ill, especially a long-term illness that involves tremendous amounts of pain. During the past years of my illness, Christmastime was always very difficult for me and my family. From smelling the delicious food that I could not eat, to the lights and sounds I could not tolerate, to being in too much pain and feeling too ill to even open my gifts on Christmas morning with my family... It was very hard to find the “Christmas spirit” while dealing with the reality of the situation, but I think I can speak for my entire family when I say that this year, the Christmas spirit was alive and well in Mexico!
This year I really felt like I was a little kid again, experiencing the magic of Christmas for the very first time! From the food, to the lights, the decorations and the music… It has been been so amazing just getting the chance to enjoy Christmas day with my family once again! The best part, for me, was seeing the looks on my Dad and sister Michelle’s faces when they walked in and saw me sitting up in my recliner chair waiting for them! They were both shocked and amazed to see the progress I have made since I last saw them over the summer!
This Christmas I am incredibly thankful to be alive, to be re-gaining my health, to have an amazing family who loves me, and to know that I am never alone- in anything. I am thankful for the opportunity to see and experience the holiday for it’s true meaning, through a completely different perspective than ever before!
I am most especially thankful to Dr. Cantu! Without him my family and I would not be here enjoying this day together.
I am thankful for answered prayers… for everything!
We thank God and praise Him for carrying us to where we are today!!
Happy Birthday Jesus!
Merry Christmas & Feliz Navidad to all!
In God’s Love,
Jessica (& the Stevens family)
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What a joy to see you sitting in your recliner chair! I bet your Dad and Michelle had the biggest smiles on their faces and such tremendous joy in their hearts when they saw you sitting there! God has answered our prayers.
ReplyDeleteMay you and your family enjoy sweet time together and may God continue to richly bless the Stevens family. May you enjoy many, many more Christmas together in health, happiness and great love!
BTW, great job making the gingerbread house (so much fun to make & eat).
With love & prayers,
The Turners
Dear Jessica,
ReplyDeleteYesterday I had the best Christmas with you and mommy. You have gotten extremely better since i saw you last christmas and over the summer. It wasnt the best christmas because I got alot of present, or because I'm in Mexico, it's because you are better and that tops all of my christmas gifts. You are my Christmas gift this year! I love you Jessica, you are so strong!
I LOVE YOU WESSIE!
Love,
Michelle
I am so thrilled to read that you were able to enjoy Christmas Day and all that it entails! The sights and sounds can be so overwhelming to those of us who are ill. You have come so far in the last year! God is moving mountains!! This is a day you can treasure forever.... so special!
ReplyDeleteWe had a good Christmas too. Everyone was home and Theo's parents joined us for dinner. There was laughter, and love abounding. Maybe just a few tears. Wolf celebrated his 16th birthday with us yesterday so we had a birthday cake to Jesus and Wolf!
So wonderful seeing you sitting up so much! I look forward to skying with you soon.
Enjoy these days with all of you together. May you continue to grow stronger each day!
God bless you
MERRY CHRISTMAS! Wishing you all the best! You look beautiful in the picture!
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you all look and sound wonderful.
love from Saratoga
Linda and Roger
So happy for you and your family...glad I got to sypke with all of you on Christmas :) Looking forward to a reunion when you are back in the states!Adrienne
ReplyDeleteThis is the BEST Christmas ever!
ReplyDeleteJessica you were on the top of our WISH LIST.
When your prayers year round are for healing and pain relief for a loved one and then you see the MIRACLE unfold it doesn't get much better than that!
What a wonderful picture thank you for sharing your journey with us. We await the day when we will share a meal at your Gramma's house! Love Italian food too.
Kisses to Michelle and Sarah Gina and David, and Katherine in FL.
Xoxo
Nancy and Joe
They say a picture is worth a 1000 words... well the picture of Jessica smiling with Michelle says it all.
ReplyDeleteI am SO SO SO thrilled at the amazing progress Jessica is making...
Best wishes and HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Lenny Rivera
Merry Christmas!!! You look amazing! I'm so glad to see you and Michelle having a great time. Miss you so much and I'm so proud of you :) Best wishes and prayers in the New Year!!!
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Ashley
This Christmas, I got the best gift ever; When I opened up the Apartment door in Mexico there was Jessica, sitting up in her recliner with a big sign that said Merry Christmas Daddy!
ReplyDeleteAs 2010 ebbs away, there are so many things and people to be thankful for this past year.
I want to thank my wonderful wife Gina (Sarah to the rest of you), who though I miss her terribly, has been a guiding light for Jessica. She has selflessly put her life on hold to bring Jessica back to health.
I want to thank all the people, known and unknown who continue to fund raise in order for us to meet our financial obligations.
I want to thank the Lutheran Church of the Resurrection in Garden City, NY, who continually watch out for Michelle, Katherine and myself. They continue to provide meals weekly for us and have selflessly provided financial support.
I want to thank the Garden City Fire Department which continues to provide friendship and support.
I especially want to thank Dr. Cantu and Dr. Luigi who with their medical knowledge have given Jessica a new life.
I want to thank Dr. Rainbow for the endless love and support she has provided to Jessica and my wife.
I want to thank all the wonderful new Mexican friends they have made while here in Mexico. They have been so supportive of Jessica and my wife.
And, most of all I want to thank our Lord and Savior, the Lord Jesus Christ who though I stumble and fail, has remained steadfast in his love, strength and power in seeing my family through these trying times.
Happy New Year.
Love
Daddy/David
Dear Jessica,
ReplyDeleteI find myself opening and looking at this photo and re-reading your posting, again and again. Trying to find the words to say, to express what is felt in our hearts for you and your family.
John and I are simply overwhelmed by your amazing progress. We thank God, your Mother, your family and supporters and of course, Dr. Cantu and his team for never giving up on you and for always believing this day would come.
One day at a time in baby steps have brought you so much further than anyone could dream of in such a relatively short period of time (since you were discharged from the hospital).
They say: "Faith is to believe what you do not see". You and your family have never lost faith, even in the darkest of hours. Seeing you now, is virtually witnessing Faith in progress.
May God continue to restore your health and may your every dream come true!
Love,
Rosemary & John
Jessica, Best wishes for a happy new year to you and your family. Your story is an inspiration to all... You and your doctors are making medical history.
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