Hi to all,
We thank you all for your thoughts and prayers and for all of your concerns regarding how Jessica is currently doing. I thought I would share some answers to some of the questions I have been receiving. Here goes:
1) Does she have her memory back yet? No. The past few days she has retrieved the basic knowledge of who she is, who I am, and her family, but it doesn't last long. As Jessica says, she goes into the "black hole" where I guess her "new" brain is trying to process all the information that it contains. The doctors have said it will come fully back soon. Today can't be soon enough though!
2) Does she still have noise and light sensitivity? Yes. Apparently, if you go into the coma with this as a problem, it can become more heightened with the ketamine. The doctors are having us remove the sunglasses and noise-cancelling headphones 3X a day and increasing it by 1 minute each day.
3) Does she have pain? Yes. But remember, all patients emerge from the coma with pain. It is the one question as they emerge from the coma that you want to ask, but the one question you can't. You see, the brain has to now differentiate between pain that existed before and what may be "normal" pain associated with the movements that the body made during the coma. In Jessica's case, it is further complicated by the fact that she still does not have her full memory back and so we can't compare what she is feeling now and what she felt before! From what we are told by previous coma patients and their families, this is the hardest part for the patient. Also, she is probably the most debilitated case of RSD they have seen, so her recovery is going to take longer.
4) Can she move her legs? This is probably the hardest question to answer as it is the most difficult. As you know, when Jessica was emerging from the coma she moved her legs. At that point she was still under the effects of ketamine and proporfol. For me, it was a sight that I will never forget and one that I know, with the certainty of God's awesome might, Jessica and I will see again!!! - I believe it was God opening a tiny window into what will be one day- that is our prayer and the hope that we have as a family!!! Jessica moves her toes everyday for the doctors!
5) Can she eat? This is a slow process and one that is evolving day by day. The doctors start with baby food and try to work up from there. Jessica enjoys the ice pops that I put into the freezer that I brought from home and hopefully one day soon she will be able to enjoy all the things she hasn't been able to in the past 2 years!
6) How long will we be here? That is another question that is difficult to answer, but let me say just this: Jessica and I and our family have been living day by day for the past 3 1/2 years. We will continue to do so. Jessica and I are here for as long as it takes to get Jessica back to a more meaningful, functional state of life!!! She deserves it more than anyone I know! We are in Mexico for as long as the doctors feel they can continue to help us achieve this goal!
Well, I hope that this helps to answer some of the questions that I have been receiving by your comments and calls. You are all our family and friends and so we thought it only right to answer some of them.
I am so very proud of my daughter Jessica. She continues to amaze me everyday in what she endures on this quest, her journey, to becoming well again and living pain-free. God truly blessed me 21 years ago, when he gently put my sweet little Jessica in my arms, and he entrusted her in mine and her fathers care. I want to make God proud by being the best mom that I can be and ultimately bringing Jessica back to the USA, to that brick house she calls home..............
Keep praying and may God bless you all,
Sarah Gina
(Jessica's Mom)
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There is no doubt, Mrs. Stevens, that you are the BEST mom! The Jermains are all constantly praying for Jessica and all of you!!
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Sara Gina, Hang in there and thank you for the updates on Jessica. I can't wait until i get home from work each day to go on read the Blog and Jessica's amazing recovery. You are the angel on her shoulder. Doreen in Naples Fl.
ReplyDeleteHello, dear Sarah Gina.
ReplyDeleteThis is Danny from Colombia Southamérica again.(VaughDe and Sarah Peterson Friend)
thanks for the update and the answers you have posted. i know this will be a slow process to get her agian to a functional person, but i feel how strong and beautiful she is, and all the love and support that she has around her; so she should get better and better, after this risky treatment.
Again, i offer my help, in the future, when she is able to function better, and maybe even to travel with you, to have Hyperbaric Oxygen Treatments here almost free, to complement and boost her imrpving in the future, if needed, or convenient for you.
im also contacting a few very good friends that may join this group for praying for her, and also to do some kind of energetic or alternative distant good intentions and aura healing, like reiki, or pranic healing. i will update you about this in next days, if you agree. (let me know when you can)
i hope she could get a little more sleep lastnight, and i will kee my intentions on this, as well as for you.
You are not only the best mother, you are the perfect mother for her,, so dont hesitage for a minute that GOd is ¨proud¨of YOU.. how couldnt?
miracles can happens,, and they will. now Jessica is part of my extended family too in someway..
so i will be paying attention.
my email again, if you have a little space, energy or time:
danielandrespat@hotmail.com
Hugs,, and keep inspiring us..
send a kiss and a word of suuport to jessica when she feels able to. there is light at the end of the tunel..
Daniel
one more thing?
ReplyDeletedo you have a grop of, praying for Jessica on Facebook,? if not, do you want me to help you create one there. (this is how i met Sarah Petterson).
hugs,, and kiss to your princess warrior.
Where does the saying "Nothing comes easy" come from?
ReplyDeleteIt takes nine months for us to have a child.
So Jessica dear, we will continue to pray for you and your family until you are healed. We will wait for you to relearn all the things you learned your first 21 years.
We will be there to help you create new memories.
You have our unconditional love.
So rest now and progress a little bit more each day.
Peace, love and prayers
Linda in Saraoga
Where does the saying "Nothing comes easy" come from?
ReplyDeleteIt takes nine months for us to have a child.
So Jessica dear, we will continue to pray for you and your family until you are healed. We will wait for you to relearn all the things you learned your first 21 years.
We will be there to help you create new memories.
You have our unconditional love.
So rest now and progress a little bit more each day.
Peace, love and prayers
Linda in Saraoga
Dear Jessica, We are praying for you day and night. You have inspired all of us more than you know with your beautiful spirit and your bravery. I pray that you get some peaceful sleep and that your memory comes back soon. Dear Gina, My heart goes out to you. I am there with you in spirit and think about you all the time. Remember that miracles happen- we've seen some already. There are more amazing ones to come! Hang in there! Love always, Angel
ReplyDeleteDear Stevens Family, You are in our thoughts and prayers every day and night . You all have the strength beyond anyone's imagination . It is so appreciative that you have been sharing with everyone the 'blog.Not only is it so satisfying to hear the good news when it occurs ,but also it is so informative and revealing.Dear Jessica,hope that your memory file gathered some more of all those precious memories with your Family today and every day to come.Love Uncle Vinnie and Aunt Judy
ReplyDeleteThanks for the update. I hope you and Jessica are getting some rest :) I will continue to pray for Jessica and you. Crystal Ulmer
ReplyDeleteSara Gina, There is no doubt about your strength as a mom and your incredible reserve to endure. God bless you and beautiful Jessica and the bright future ahead. Love, Bonnie and thanks for the answers to our questions!
ReplyDeleteDear Jessica's Mom,
ReplyDeleteThank you so much for sharing your journey with all of us. We all pray for Jessica's return to Garden City soon. In the meantime, we will take care of Michele at Garden City Middle School. Please send Jessica my love.
Mrs. Robyn Weiner, Counselor
May God's strength get you through each day. May He heal precious Jessica completely.
ReplyDeleteExodus 15:26
... for I am the LORD, who heals you."
With Love & Prayers,
The Turners
Dear Jessica and Sara...
ReplyDeleteYour blog today answered every question regarding Jessica's recovery. I know that with each day comes new challenges. You have both been so strong and courageous throughout this ordeal. We pray each and every day for Jess to be without pain, to move her legs, not worry about light and sound and to be able to sleep and rest so that she can recover fully. We love you both so much and pray for your speedy return....Love Aunt Carol & Uncle Anthony
I keep reading your blog and today you answered alot of what I have been wondering. Sara Gina, it is so clear to see the stregenth that Jessica recevies from you. God knows your all such a loving family surrounding Jessica and all on your blog with prayers and support encircling your family.
ReplyDeleteJessica is born again and now it is baby steps. Each day a little more.
God Bless You!
Ann Abenanti
You don't take "baby steps" for the distance they cover, but to put yourself within reach of life's magic.
ReplyDeleteJust like you don't hoist your sails to move the boat, but to put yourself within reach of the wind.
Hoist, baby, hoist, baby, 1, 2, 3, 4 -
The Universe
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Hi Sara Gina and Jessica. It's Nancy and as I sit here in the lobby looking at emails the one above was so in tune with all the conversations we heard and had today. "Baby Steps"...that's how Jessica will reach her goals!
So how on earth did the Universe know about the Baby Steps????
Love Nancy...Sleep Tight!!