On August 20th, 2009, I got on an air ambulance, hooked up to several IV medications, feeding tubes and in horrendous pain to come to Monterrey and undergo the experimental Ketamine Coma treatment… My very last hope for survival.
Yesterday on my 2 year Mexico ‘birthday’- I went OUT for the very first time in 5 years!!!—not to a hospital or doctors office—but for FOOD!!! With my Mom and my Mexican sister Cindel, her brother Alex, and her friends Aleyda, and Cabiria!!!
I had the most amazing time! I still can’t stop smiling! :)
I have been wanting to go out somewhere and see some of Monterrey for such a long time! Before yesterday I had only seen whatever there is to see between going from our apartment to Hospital San Jose… which isn’t much!
Yesterday morning, on my 2 year anniversary here, I really felt it was time to try and go somewhere. My mom said “Where would you want to go?” I told her I didn’t care, as long as I could go with somewhere with Cindel, who has become like a sister to me. A lot of the time, especially with young people, when things start going bad, friends distance themselves from your suffering. But not Cindel. I am blessed to have her as my sister and even more blessed to now get to share happy and fun times with her and her friends!
The next step was to call Dr. Cantu and ask him if it was ok to go out. He wanted to know “Who with? Where to? What about this? What about that?” I felt like I was playing ’20 Questions’ with him! It was kind of like talking to my father! and really, that is what he has become to me... my Mexican father :) I know he could tell this was really important to me. He agreed I could go, but than spoke with mom and gave her an extensive rundown of “the rules.” Basically I was to be treated like bubble girl. At the first sign of over-stimulation we would call it quits and need to come home.
Deal!
So we got ready to go out! After Mom helped me get dressed she wouldn't stop looking at me. I asked her why. She said, "Jess... you look...so... NORMAL!?!" Gee... Thanks Mom! haha. Actually, it's the best compliment I have ever received. :)
We took this picture as a joke for Dr. Cantu-- to tell him this is how we decided to transport me, Mexican style... in the back of a pick-up truck! The bumper sticker says, "I'm Special"... perfect! (By the way...we didn't actually go this way!) haha
My immune system is still very suppressed, so germs are a huge concern. But not to fear!! Aleyda came equipped with lysol, sanitization cloths and ex-germ spray to clean everything I was going to come in contact with—she even cleaned my menu, table, and silverware!! Everyone in the restaurant was staring at us like we were crazy, but that’s ok!
We went to an Italian restaurant called L’Anfora. It’s really pretty with a wooden stove in the center where you can watch while they cook the food. It also has a cave in the basement!
This was my first time ordering off of a menu in over 5 years! I couldn’t decide what to get! I wanted everything!!
I ended up ordering Penne alla Vodka! It was sooo delicious!!! We also got a few appetizers of Calamari, Eggplant, Octopus, Mushrooms in a red pepper sauce. Yummm!
This was a really special day for my mom and I, as it was our first time out together! I just kept looking over at her, watching her smiling at me. To see looks of happiness, joy and amazement replacing the looks of concern, sadness and worry on her face to me is worth more than anything in this world. She's the most amazing person, mother and best friend that I have and I am so happy that I am better and now she is better too!
They told them it was my birthday! The waiters sang the Mexican birthday song called “Las Mananitas” to me!
The song goes like this: Estas son las mañanitas, que cantaba el Rey David/ Hoy por ser día de tu santo, te las cantamos a ti/ Despierta, mi bien, despierta, mira que ya amaneció/ Ya los pajarillos cantan, la luna ya se metió.
Translation: This is the morning song that King David sang/ Because today is your day we're singing it for you/ Wake up, my dear, wake up, look it is already dawn/ The birds are already singing and the moon has set.
It’s funny and ironic that they sang this because I kept saying to everyone yesterday that somebody should pinch me and wake me up… because to be out, having this much fun and feeling this good, it must be a dream… I must still be asleep in the coma!
After dinner I still felt like I had some energy so we went to the nearby frozen yogurt place! It’s called Yummoramma and my mom is always going there to get me yogurt—probably about 3 times a week! They have 12 different flavors and tons of different toppings you can add! I tried every single one! The lady who works there came over to me and told me it was “nice to finally meet their best customer!”
Two years ago I would have rather died than continue to live being so sick and in horrific pain, unable to move my legs, tolerate lights or sounds, eat, or even be touched or hugged.
Today, I LOVE my life! I AM awake! I feel ALIVE again!
I am eternally grateful for the renewal of life that I have received here and I am so excited about the future…a future I was told by so many doctors that I would never have!
Our God is an AWESOME God!
Thank you Mom, Cindel, Aleyda, Cabiria and Alex for making this day so special for me. I love you guys!
In God’s amazing love,
Jessica
Special announcement! I have very big and exciting news to share soon! Plans are being made and as soon as I have more details I will let everyone know! It has been all of your support, love and prayers that have helped me get this far and I can't wait to share the next step of the journey with you all! So, Stay tuned!
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I am so happy that you were able to go out! What a way to celebrate! I was with you in spirit, smiling along.
You are right, our friendship base diminishes greatly, but the ones who remain are treasures!
You look great in the pictures! I am so very happy with you!
Dear Jessica and Serafina,
CONGRATULATIONS!!! What an amazing story and celebration of your 2 years in Mexico! I have so much I want to say to you, but please just take these few words from me for now. You are an amzing family and your story has inspired so many people, most of whom you will never know or meet. Love you and praying for nothing but continued healing until you are up and walking again and the nightmare of RSD is forever in the past!
Love and xoxox,
Rosemary (and John)
Jess, we share in yours and your Mom's joy.
Now when you look back at the base of that moutain that you have climbed up the last two years you must feel so elated and overjoyed.
God did rescue you, just like His word says, just like your parents had believed He would. In God's way, in His time!
Maybe one day you will go back and walk up that mountain. With God all things are possible.
We look forward to your next update (with tissues in hand).
May God continue to bless you and your entire family.
What an amazing journey this has been. We should never underestimate the POWER of God.
I heard someone say we should expect great things from God and I believe this was an awesome display of His glory.
With much love and continued prayers,
The Turners
Wessie!
Reading this story and seeing all these pictures of you feeling so well it brought tears to my eyes because i remember that summer i came down to see you and mommy and it turned into you going to the hospital and i was scared for my wessie! But now i am not afraid anymore because according to the bible: but those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint.
Isaiah 40:31 and that is what God has done for you! Rejoice in the day that the LORD has made for you! I love you more than i can explain! You are so strong thankyou for never giving up! I LOVE YOU!! Love your little sesame haha (wessie) , Michelle
Hi Jessica & The most amazing "Mom" ever,
This is what we have all been praying for,for soooooo long. TEARS of JOY for your VERY special day! The Journey continues & what a ride it has been for you & your family.God works in mysterous ways,He has a plan for you Jessica. I feel sure of that because you are a miracle! I am super excited for how wonderful you are feeling & now able to live life & experience things we all take for granted. I look forward to many more posts were you share yours joys to come.We are there with you all the way girl!!!
Jodi,Naples,fl.
P.S. I met your Sister & Dad recently, they joined us on a sunset cruise.Was great to meet them. Take Care Xox
Hi Jessica,
What an amazing story. We are so happy for you.
Love Ashley, Paula, Raymond and Kevin
Jess, mum and I just read it. You made us both cry! Tears of joy, we're so happy that we can share this with you.
I'm so thankful for getting to know you and for walking down the same path with you. Who would've thought that you would be doing this now? A year ago, and I know that I can speak for everyone, everything was scary and blurry but now TODAY looks bright and whatever tomorrow may bring we'll always have this and each other, we'll always have the good and the bad moments, the laughter, the delicious food, the bad jokes, the "Pijamada" and the deep serious talks... everything that has been part of this great adventure, because that's what it is. But most importantly: the love.
I love you very much, your mexican sister,
Cindel.
Hi, Jess
I have been praying for you; you don't know me but I always keep you in my prayers hoping that one day you will see the light. I'm happy and I feel like I was one of your friends by your side enjoying life the way you do and listening to the mananitas song. By the way, I have notice your spanish is very well.
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Hi Jessica and Sarah,
We are absolutely thrilled to read about your wonderful adventure Saturday! You both look so amazing with your happiness just oozing through the pictures. Thank you for sharing this amazing news with us - we'll continue to pray that many, many more re-beginnings lie ahead.
Love,
Kathy, Mark, Kerri and Erin
Jessica, we love you and have prayed for you and followed your journey. I feel so happy to see you and to read about your new life...God has given you a second chance.
Praise be to our Lord! I am so very excited and happy for you it is difficult to type through the happy tears! It has been such a long journey for you and your family and your family of friends. You held on through terrific challenges and have emerged as the beautiful young woman you are. I recently met your Dad and Michelle on a sunset cruise - talked to you on Skype. Next time we do the cruise I want you to be with us! Our prayers are answered. God bless you.
What a fantastic update! I am so happy for you and your recovery and am glad i was able to share a small part of your journey. You have such terrific support!
Keep up the great work and recovery
Taresa & Molly Spiroff
I can hardly stand the suspense! Looking forward to your next post!
On the wings of a dove...God has spread his love, and you are the messenger to the depth of his caring and as we watch you soar we await more....great news you'll be sharing!!
xoxo love Nancy & Joe
*CHILLS* that is all I can say!!! totally amazed!!!! hang in there I am sure there are more things in store!!!!!
I've been praising the Lord about your healing. This so, so wonderful!
Dearest Jess and Dearest Gina, We have been waiting for this day!!!!!!! We have never given up--- behind you all the way, we your prayer warriors have prayed and begged and pleaded and cried to God our Almighty and Merciful Father that a day like this would come!!!! Alleluia, Alleluia!!!!!!! I call out to God our Father in eternal thanksgiving for giving you back your life!!!!!!! You are on the journey back, Jess!!!!! And I and so many others, humbly, have been with you all the way and will never stop praying- prayers of petition and of thanks, in hope and in gratitude. I am so happy for you- tears of joy are spilling down my face for the happiness on your face and that of your amazing mother (GINA!!!!! LOVE YOU!!!!) One day we will see each other again and that will be a GREAT DAY!!!! With God ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE!!!!! Love you ALWAYS, Angel xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Hi Jessica!
We are so glad that you are loving your life and were able to go out and have fun!!!! You are so strong and inspirational not just to us, but to everyone you meet! We keep you in our minds and in our prayers and hope you will be able to come see us in Florida very soon!
Taylor Thompson and Family
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How Do We Know If We Love Christ?
J. C. Ryle writes:
If we love a person, we like to think about him. We do not need to be reminded of him. We do not forget his name or his appearance or his character or his opinions or his tastes or his position or his occupation... Well, it is just so between the true Christian and Christ!
If we love a person, we like to hear about him. We find a pleasure in listening to those who speak of him. We feel an interest in any report which others make of him... Well, it is just so between the true Christian and Christ!
If we love a person, we like to read about him. What intense pleasure a letter from an absent husband gives to a wife, or a letter from an absent son to his mother... Well, it is just so between the true Christian and Christ!
If we love a person, we like to please him. We are glad to consult his tastes and opinions, to act upon his advice and do the things which he approves... Well, it is just so between the true Christian and Christ!
If we love a person, we like his friends. We are favorably inclined to them, even before we know them. We are drawn to them by the common tie of common love to one and the same person... Well, it is just so between the true Christian and Christ!
If we love a person, we are jealous about his name and honor. We do not like to hear him spoken against, without speaking up for him and defending him... Well, it is just so between the true Christian and Christ!
If we love a person, we like to talk to him. We tell him all our thoughts, and pour out all our heart to him. We find no difficulty in discovering subjects of conversation... Well, it is just so between the true Christian and Christ!
Finally, if we love a person, we like to be always with him. Thinking and hearing and reading and occasionally talking are all well in their way. But when we really love people we want something more... Well, it is just so between the true Christian and Christ!
Jessica! I am so thrilled to see you happy and enjoying Mexico! Your pictures are amazing! You are right! "Our God is an AWESOME God!"
Blessed be your name
Blessed Be Your Name
In the land that is plentiful
Where Your streams of abundance flow
Blessed be Your name
Blessed Be Your name
When I'm found in the desert place
Though I walk through the wilderness
Blessed Be Your name
Every blessing You pour out
I'll turn back to praise
When the darkness closes in, Lord
Still I will say
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your name
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your glorious name
Blessed be Your name
When the sun's shining down on me
When the world's 'all as it should be'
Blessed be Your name
Blessed be Your name
On the road marked with suffering
Though there's pain in the offering
Blessed be Your name
Every blessing You pour out
I'll turn back to praise
When the darkness closes in, Lord
Still I will say
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your name
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your glorious name
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your name
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your glorious name
You give and take away
You give and take away
My heart will choose to say
Lord, blessed be Your name
The anticipation is building ...
New haircut, dinner out, Katherine is coming for a visit ... Oh what could it be?
Wonderful! I'm so happy for you. You have come a long way from the girl I first saw in Sept 2009 in the hospital. God is truly an awesome God and you remind me that it is God's time and will--not mine--that I should be praying for and praising him for. Love to your mother--
Gloria Andress
I don't even know you.. but you are so often in my thoughts and prayers.
I certainly don't understand how God works in our lives, how or why! he can use pain and suffering. But I certainly do SEE Him working in you, doing wonders and miracles
Hi Jessica, I remember the first day you come to the San Jose´s ICU. Specially the hope, patience and the true love of your mom. The times goes very quickly, and I happy to see you smiling.
Receive my prayers and best wishes
CALK
Jessica,congrats on your night out and all the little milestones and victories that have led up to it.
I had no doubt (not even a smidgen)that this day would come in our Lord's perfect timing.
My heart will be oveflowing for some time to come, and I can't wait to share it with all the caregivers and friends I have shared your journey with.
In God's Agape Love to you and your wonderful mama....Your friend in Christ Jesus, Linda Pedigo, Wesst Lafayette, Indiana
Soon - when is soon?!?!
HOPE
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